CrAzY

I miss you in ways I can feel,
  but have no way to truly explain.
Ways that are uncontrollable by reason and logic.
My heart stands like a lonely sentinel
  looking through the windows of my soul
  waiting for your long anticipated return;
An event which beckons on the horizon
  with the inexorable slowness
  of the earth turning coal to diamonds.
I feel like a solitary firefly flittering around aimlessly,
  hoping to find you like a beacon in the night.
Has it only been a few days
  since you went away?
The weight of your absence
  has woven the tapestry of my time
  into weeks bereft of heartfelt smiles.
I'm consumed by an emptiness and longing
  as big as the night;
Only you can fill it.
At best, each day without you
  is colored only in shades of gray.
At worst, each day without you
  is a dark, fog blanketed night
  that has no sunrise to look forward to.
I miss you in a way that
  leaves the canvas of my dreams
  painted with the brightly colored brushes of
the sound of your laughter,
the smell of your perfume,
and the enveloping warmth of your wonderful hugs.
My only solace
  is I can already sense some of the
  overwhelming joy I'll feel
  when you return.
Just the hint of it
  makes my heart start to swell.
This must be how a rainbow feels
  as it arches toward sunshine and heaven.
Please hurry back to me!
I miss you!           
      writing inspired by Blink 182(song:-i miss you)